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Dreamwalker I will bleed cold the sun to warm up your soul I'll see world's undone and empires crumble and fall I won't let you see the dark I won't let you lose control I'll kindle the flame within your heart to replace the soul they stole We're walking in snow-capped glaciers of a mind undone shut down, broken, bidding my hate torn blood to run My words have gone and left you behind a tale whose meaning is too hard to find it may not seem so but you are the author and this is your story, my dream walker The drawings on the wall lament your trembling hands You can't hear your muses call through the sound of shifting sands I'll command

Quiet, quiet, shut your mouth, Silent, silent, blank them out! Cover up your empty face - Know your role and know your place. Quiet, quiet, don't you dare, Silent, silent, don't you care, Cover up your scars with paint - So they can't see that you are stained. Quiet, quiet, shut your eyes, Silent, silent, silent lies, Quiet, quiet I will stay, Silent, silent I will pray. In this nightmare you call life, There is nothing left to gain, For this hell of greed and pain I am just as well to blame. Quiet, quiet, quiet screams, Silent, silent, silent dreams, Quietly I waste away, Silently I fade to gray. Whispers, whispers in my ear, Whispers o

Young man, dumb man Trying to have fun while he can Barely a dime, but better times Try to leave the sludge that oozed out behind Help me if you felt me I’m a leaf on a dying tree Headlock, some good parts of me blocked I hope I still live here even when I’m just talk For the first time I don’t have any forecast For the first time I’m not sure I can last I don’t know Where we’re gonna go I just hope I can make it there Can’t keep my lips shut, I’m nauseous but I’m only sick because I sucked Bridges burnt without lessons learned My only excuse is like everyone I have to live with some h

Touching Memories Some days I feel like I can hardly open my eyes Some days to breathe feels just too tough And suddenly the words "my, how time flies" Only mean that there will never be enough Then I close my eyes and I take a breath and you're there Arms around me, fingers in my hair Something from my past that I've carried forward with me Just a moment that will always be I'm touching memories Another day and I'm feeling so alone Overwhelmed by every part of life Shadows stretch where light once shone Where happiness should be there's only strife So I close my eyes and I take a breath and you're there Just a gentle voice telling me yo

Some days I'm up, Sometimes we're down, If something is lost, And it can't be found, We can travel the world, I will find the place, You can open the door, And walk through the gates, What are we searching for? What am I going to find? What have we left behind? There's not much time, Let in the light. Some days are dark, The sky's bring dawn, When someone is hurt, And can't be saved, We can find love, I will mark the day, If you see what you left before, We will find it again. What are we searching for? What am I going to find? What have we left behind? There's not much time, Let in the light. Some days we're alone, Sometimes I feel you

I Never Wanted more than a person A person saying to me "I need you " Or "I love you" I just wanted to reply once Reply Something like "Don't worry I am here for you" "Trust me"  just once I just wanted somebody to have need for me To be usefully "I can help you" To hear "thank you..." from that person "... for existing" I just wanted to say "I'll protect you" "I'll never leave you" "You can always rely on me" Without thoughts that are stray But I never got that I never had anybody Anybody else than myself It's breaking my heart To think how normal this is for some people They don't realize theyre luck While others are still cravi

I never thought I’d say goodbye Crying in the back seat, asking why Your soul is far too real to let go Nothing can soften this deaf’ning blow My aching heart morphs into glass Shattered by a bullet in one blast My world unravels before my eyes These raw wounds echo my piercing cries There’s a hole in my heart where you should be Vaster than the bleak, Pacific sea Nothing can warm this cold earth you leave I can’t believe you’re gone from me I never thought I’d say goodbye That this would be the day you died I naïvely hoped for eternity Never thought you would be stolen from me I could believe I

Seems like I've spent my whole life hoping Dreaming of things I've never tried Tangled in knots just waiting for my time to shine What if the doors began to open? What if the knots became untied? What if one day, nothing stood in my way And the world was mine? Would it feel this fine? Cause I got the wind in my hair And a gleam in my eyes And an endless horizon I got a smile on my face And I'm walking on air And everything life oughta be It's all gonna happen to me out there And I'll find it, I swear With the wind in my hair So many roads I've yet to travel So many friends I haven't met So many new adventures just around the bend Plenty